Maybe the psychosis will just go away on its own.

You know what started it? Pot. I had my first telepathic experience on marijuana, and it was excruciating. I still get spikes of it from time to time.

If it IS pot, if I exercise enough the deposits in my fat should burn away.

Might also explain why exercise seems to increase symptoms, and not in a regular pattern.

I just want to tell my psychiatrist how presumptive and how much of a prick he is. I might drop him a note as he’s leaving Kaiser for UCSF in two months, at the end of his stay. Positive criticism, give him some personality stuff to work on.

Kratom never caused my psychosis. Kratom is a helpful plant. You just have to respect it and dose gradually.

Don’t move to America. There’s no freedom here. The government tells you what you can and can’t put in your body. Obesity-causing McDonals is a-okay and even encouraged because it stimulates the American economy, but herbal supplements that have been on the planets for years, long before humans got here, which have more of a right to this land than we do, are not allowed.

At home. Symptoms not too bad. They’re going to make kratom illegal, the United States department of regulating what you can put in your body illegal denial of rights department. Because they hate drugs, and they hate people who do drugs. Their blood seethes with loathing at drug users. It’s irrational anger, and there’s no stopping them. They hate anyone who likes to have a good time. According to them, like must be plaid and intolerable.

Don’t move to America. There’s no freedom here.